And how do I make it all go away? In 2014, the pageant had a focus on being the search for a spokesmodel instead of a beauty queen and Christabel was one of 12 instead of the usual 20 to be shortlisted for the final round.
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People will certainly say otherwise — in the last two months, I have truly seen the best and worst of humanity — but I urge you to shut those voices out, reach out to your family, friends or someone you can trust to find strength and carry on.