Before I start this return journey I have looked at the dictionary definition of rejection: If you reject someone who expects love, affection and kindness from you… you behave towards them in a very cruel and hostile way, sometimes even refusing to accept them any longer as part of your family.
Your face was chalky white like you were a dead baby then dark red blood started to trickle from your left nostril… Eve, are you going to die? Everything in the web of life has energy which it is prepared to share with us — rocks, trees, plants, wind, rain.
That does not mean that you do not have pain that needs healing.
Even when my children died I sat in graveyards and wept for the others as well as myself.
The big role in every aphrodisiac play the placebo effect.
I am used to living with love and light not this kind of stuff.